For the first time ever, I don't want to share my thoughts and feelings. Usually I talk all the problems and feelings out to feel better.
I am not sure why I am doing what I am doing.
Am I scared to conclude? Am I scared to scare myself? Am I trying to avoid? Am I simply not knowing how I feel and for that reason, I dont want to feel?
I think its all the above.
I don't want to conclude because it will scare me and will eventually makes me what to avoid